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The Fear Factor

Every time I go to the doctor for my prenatal visits, my doctor reminds me of something. He is very nervous that I won't make it to the hospital in time for the delivery. So, my instructions are to get in the car as soon as I feel the first contraction. The fact that he says that at EVERY visit is starting to make me feel nervous. I have had pretty quick deliveries so far. Danae was born 4 1/2 hours after getting to the hospital. Brayden came in 2 hours. I had also dilated quite a bit by the time I arrived both times. The doc is convinced that I'll be on the news because my baby was delivered on the roadside somewhere.

I'm also beginning to feel a little nervous about going through childbirth. I'm not ready for that experience again. My neighbor says I shouldn't be bothered because I know what to expect. But, it's precisely because I know what to expect that I'm getting a little scared.

I'm still not getting an epidural though. I made it through twice so I know I can make it without one.

On the other hand, I can't wait to see this girl!

Comments

TERA said…
You will be fine your a trooper and it will be over with before you know it! And don't sleep on that epidural girl!
Anonymous said…
I know what you mean. I will keep you in my prayers. Remember the pain is only temporary. You can do it.

Red
*Tanyetta* said…
When is your due date?

You'll be just fine!

Epidurals are for wimps like me!!!!!! :)
Anonymous said…
Girl, God is not gonna let you have your baby on the side of the road. Now she may be born after the doc says push the first time, but you'll get there in time. You're a soldier you can do one more time without an epidural.

Trinimerican

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