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Going Crazy!

I have been very hormonal this week. Yesterday, I was seriously pissed off with Dwayne about something really inconsequential. I recognize it as being a hormonally induced rage. The night before I got mad with him about something else. I can't explain it but things that normally wouldn't even caused a raised eyebrow are driving me nuts. Dwayne thinks I'm losing my mind. Yesterday, he told me he loves me about 20 times. I think he's scared I might snap and go postal or something. I'm blaming the baby girl! And, the fact that this week is particularly stressful for me because of school and my habit of procrastination.

In my other pregnancies, I don't remember snapping about stuff. With Danae, there was a Donnie McClurkin song that would have me in tears every day. I can't remember which song it was but I had to listen to it every single day and would then be an emotional wreck. This was during my drive to and from work every day. With Brayden, I was too tired to be emotionally charged. This time, it's on.

Danae asked me if I was crazy or something. I asked her if I looked crazy. She said yes. I forgot that I can't ask her questions if I don't want her honest answer. She also told me the baby must be getting very big because my stomach won't stop growing. Isn't she the most comforting child ever?

Comments

Anonymous said…
Danae is the most hilarious little girl I have ever met. You MUST have been the same way as a child. You're pretty hilarious right now. LOL!!!

Trinimerican
bklynq said…
I can understand the hormonal thing this week too, my coworkers yesterday anything they said or did was driving me nuts. I had to email Marcus so I would not go OFF. I'm not asking Danae any questions cause I don't want her honest opinion.
TERA said…
Girl, Danae would put me in a state of depression if she saw me when I was pregnant because I was huge! No advice on the hormone thing I had it bad too! Paul was completely over it and just stayed out of my way.
Anonymous said…
Your hormones are real. Of course you need to pray about it and make sure you have some time for you. Have you googled it? Of course, Dwayne is going to have to help you deal with these changes as delicately as he can.

Danae is definitely funny. Children say the funniest things. I'll keep you in my prayers.

Red

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